|
| Well... I don't really have time for much of anything any more. I'm officially doing me right now (that sounds funny, but that's how it has to be), And I LOVE IT!!!
IT'S ALL ABOUT ME!!!
*NECAH* | | |
| Yesterday was my boyfriend and me's two month anniversary, YAY! I am happy about that. I feel so sleepy! I have to get my rest this weekend because Spring Break is almost over! NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! I hate school, I never want to go back, I can't do it, I can't do it. Okay, now that THAT is out of my system. How is everyone? Every person I know has a myspace now, and it seems like that's all anyone cares about, but I personally like xanga better. Maybe because I have established myself on here, and I took all that time figuring out how to make layouts, and I like doing it (i should update while on break) so yeah. "And that's all I have to say about that," Forrest Gump. I love Forrest Gump, it is one of my favorite movies. I watched it on Saturday and couldn't stop crying. I went through SOOOO many tissues! Hey! I am inspired to make a layout now!!! YAY! I also watched Rent, and it was so beautiful! I love musicals, and I want to be in one or at least go see one on Broadway before I die. "No day but today," RENT. Anyway... yea, I am about to go shopping, I have to buy my boyfriend something for his birthday, I have no clue what. So, yea, let me get out of here. *NECAH* | | |
| Well, everyone is myspace crazy now. It's okay, I guess. Anyway, I am so sleepy. I had a nice Valentine's Day. Very nice. Last night I got hung up on a Lifetime movie. "Seduced and Betrayed". It was so good! I was yelling at the TV "you stupid woman!" and other insults. It was sooooo good. Anyway, yesterday was our one month anniversary. YAY! I am so tired right now. We're supposed to be going to the movies today; the weather is sad outside though, so I don't know. I was going to wear a cute dress, but it doesn't look like that'll be happening. Everytime I say I want to wear it something messes it up. The bell rang. Let me go!
*Necah* | | |
| Nobody really comments anymore... I don't even know why I still have a xanga
| | |
| I am soooo lazy! I went shopping today and bought only one thing for myself (Jason's Lyric- an amazing movie)! I am soooo proud of me! My dad surprised my mom and me at the store while I was holding his gifts. I was so shocked I turned around and walked off. HAHA! Then, he asks (after I had no choice but to meet up with them) "who is that for" and I lied and said my grandfather. HAHA! How could he do that? In a couple of hours my mom and me are going back to the store for the evening sale (this morning we went to the "early bird special" I think. What is wrong with me? I keep on making typos! I've backspaced more than I've made words. Umm, as for now, I have no goal except to clean my room and get a valentine. I don't even care about boyfriend anymore. I don't have anyone at Westside that interests me anymore. IDK, guys are so alike that it's not funny. How many cute guys are at Westside? I can count them with one finger. HAHA! That's a shame. I exaggerated a little, but they are scarce. I don't even feel like trying anymore. I could just come to school looking f-cked up, but then I couldn't deal with myself, so hmmm. I am so sick of being lonely! I wanted someone for the holidays, but it seems like I always end up with assholes! Why? I can't get it right. I never fall for the good guys. (Maybe because they're ugly most of the time). Whatever. I guess I can cuddle with my books for the holidays. *Sigh*, I was really hoping this time, but oh well. I guess I'm meant to be alone forever. Maybe I'll be a nun or something. It'll make me feel better than being alone because no one wants me. What is sooo wrong with me? Yes, I am incessant (I think that's the word I want) but damn! I earned it! I shop till I drop, I wear stilettos to school, and I keep my hair done. I believe I have worked hard enough to be proud of it. If my ego is why I'm alone, than what the hell? I guess I have problems because I keep liking the male versions of myself: spoiled, stuck-up, conceited, but fine as hell. Haha. I officially QUIT! To hell with high-school boys. I don't even like anyone, I just don't want to be alone on another Valentine's Day. The other 364/365 days of the year they can kiss my ass! Is it my fault I have such high standards? Don't answer that. I guess I am just too egotistical to find someone. Should I lower my standards for the sake of V-Day, which is getting closer every second?
*Necah* | | |
|
|
